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(Wednesday, June 29, 2005-)
+6/29/2005 11:58:00 PM]*
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I want to know
If things can be happy
I wanna laugh and play
and run and dance
like i always knew
like i always did before
but now i just stumble
I fall and fall
and i wanna be rescued
but by whom i need to know
batman dadadadadada batman!
you got me hiding under my bed
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(Saturday, June 11, 2005-)
+6/11/2005 08:01:00 PM]*
# HOho-
The last time i blogged seems a gazillion years ago! Sorry bloggy! I think im feeling happy doing things these days. Like this seems utterly insane, but i enjoy doing sch work and all. Amazing huh? I simply cannot believe my mind. And I'm listening to so much of Nancy Sinatra's bang bang that my head is aching! But i just love the sadness in the song. It's like sometimes when u're upset u dunno what the heck got into ur mind and there's simply no way to express it in words. Well yeah, i think this song helps. Makes u understand that sadness, makes the raw feeling surface and allows u to burn urself with tears. Im so tired these days. im not sure why. When i look i look to long and when i talk i talk to much. Been reading marvel comics. muahaha..just finished the one about dark phoenix. So freaking sad. i cant believe she's turned into ashes right at the end. My favourite character gone.
I just find characters with psychic abilities mighty impressive. It's definately more believeable then controlling the elements and attracting metal. Comics are almost like those moralistic stories that teachers encourage you to read. Just that the messaged is conveyed subconsciously.
Had this meeting for my IS module storytelling today. We made the original Shrek 2 scene into one helluva joke. Dammit..i wonder how we actually screwed the entire plot up. LOL. The best part is that there's no happy ending. A great lie would be that there's a happy ending for mankind. There's never much truth in happy endings. Just hopes u alter ur perception so people are more optimistic about life. But the truth, never. The truth will never be the beautiful picture we paint. The truth hurts, the truth sucks..u've heard it all.
Despite all misery that we will be subjected to in life, we need to be strong (something i confess to being not entirely gd at)...Just smile and think happier and the days will pass faster.
yep, inspired to write another song. Without a proper tune.
This neverending nightmare
Just a little bit closer
the truth's a lil more louder
screaming inside my mind
knowing im not so kind
to change it into lies
wishing it would flyby
hoping it would past
But never believe it
never accepting it's real
So only if you hold my hand
help me try to understand
teach me how to comprehend
this never ending nightmare
keep me from this loser
make me move much much faster
hurting me deep inside
insanely this resides
empty truths called lies
wishing it would flyby
hoping it would past
But never believe it
never accepting it's real
So only if you hold my hand
help me try to understand
teach me how to comprehend
this never ending nightmare
you got me hiding under my bed
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I'm usually happy to help you.
But im much too emotional
so I can get pissy and upset
basically moodswings are my thing
tho i'm doing my bit
and trying to save the universe
by stopping my bad behaviour
you dont have to understand me if you don't want to
I don't ask for that
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